Dylan Roberts and Cameron O’Neil were good kids. Growing up together, they shared everything. By the age of fourteen they were more than best friends – they were in love. They dreamt of their future, of success, marriage…happiness. They were going to grow old by each other’s side.
But… “Kids are stupid.”
When tragic circumstances forced them apart, Dylan discovered that life wasn’t the fairytale he dreamed of; it was dark, difficult, saturated with pain and shame. Life wasn’t meant to be enjoyed, merely survived, but even that became a challenge.
Damaged, worthless, and disgusting, he saw no point to his pitiful existence…
Until he came face to face with the boy he used to love.
Successful, honourable, and happy, Cameron had achieved the future they planned. He was good, positive, popular…everything Dylan would never be. What would happen if Dylan let him back into his world? Would he destroy Cameron too? Would his poison push him away like everyone else?
“They leave or they die.”
But what if…what if Cameron didn’t?
Yes, you are seeing that right! A 5 star review from me!! I am so excited to be able to give this book 5 stars seeing that I never give out 5 stars. A book has to make me feel. I need to laugh, smile, cry, and have goosebumps galore while reading a book for that to happen. I will tell you that happened and more with this amazing book. Just WOW.
I am a sucker for a book where there is young love and something happens to break the connection at a young age. Then something happens and the MC's meet up again and find that they still feel the same way that they felt all those years ago. That is what happens with Cam and Dylan.
Dylan is that MC that you just can't help but what to root for. He has not had the best of times in life and to say that he is facing the bottom of the bottle would be an understatement. He needs a break and you can't help but what to reach right in that book and give him a big ole hug. Cameron has had the better end of the stick and has his own business and is happy. He has just gotten out of a relationship that he just finds out is not as perfect as he thought. It is just when that happens that Dylan comes back into his life.
I will admit that this book could be a trigger for some. It is a lot darker then I typically like to read. It deals with abuse, prostitution, and mental health situations that may not be pleasant for some to read. In all honesty, I thought that it was well written and nothing was ever added to just add it to the book. All of the situations were written well and very well researched. It actually taught me a lot that I did not know about drugs and what people will do for them.
Cameron and Dylan are just amazing characters. They are not one note characters and are very much a couple you would see in real life. I think that this is the reason that as a reader I was drawn to them and could not put the books down. The supporting characters in the book are also great and I can't wait to read more about them in future books.
“This is a deep and powerful book with the main theme which is refreshing less about the path of a relationship and way more about the real life gritty obstacles that come on the way of their HEA.” - Reader Review
“This book was phenomenal. I cried so many tears. Story was heart breaking and heartwarming all at the same time.” - SiKReviews
“This was a beautifully crafted story of friendship, love, bonds, addictive behaviour and heartache. It was hugely emotional in parts, and Nicola doesn't hold back.” - 2 Girls & Their Kindles
Nicola lives in Rochdale, England with her husband and four children (six if you include the dog and cat!) She is the author the author of the m/m romance Souls of the Knight series, and is currently working on a standalone with new boys, James and Theo, due for release early 2016. When she is not busy playing with her imaginary book friends (or talking about them with real life friends!) she can usually be found carrying out her ordinary mum/housewife/all round slave duties. Oh, and if the kids ever ask, she moonlights as the Pink Power Ranger while they're sleeping...